February 2011
“Embrace the uncertainty, retrace your steps and go back to your heart, the...”
leave these things to time; make this home happy, so that you may be fit for homes of your own.
January 2011
I am a child of God. But alike others I will go through lifes up’s and down’s. I am no execption, but what is different is that I live each day assured I’m not alone.
28th of 4th month
I just realized today a day after, that yesterday was, the 28th. And since the first 28th a lot of things have happened. And I guess its time to break the old habits and leave the past behind. In other words, I’ve found my way back, like I always do.
1 excuse
Yeah, I think I know myself I did bad. I think I’m crying because I’m disappointed in myself. Don’t you know I’m old enough to feel shame and mature enough to not be so shallow. I know regardless of anything it is still horrible. But can’t you see? I had a bad day, everything’s not going right, and you tell me I still have time to change, I’ve done wrong...
for she had not yet learned to know how rich she...
We are never too old for this, my dear, because it is a play we are playing all the time in one way or another. Our burdens are here, our road is before us, and the longing for goodness and happiness is the guide that leads us through many troubles and mistakes to the peace which is a true Celestial City. Now my little pilgrims, suppose you begin again, not in play, but in earnest and see how...
I don’t need words and I won’t take forever. I won’t say a thing, so just hold me and I’ll be alright.
She's the type of girl that would just smile at...
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He is my self-inflicted pain. A preposterous...
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You are the kind of people that could not be...
I want to cry right now I want to cry because of you I want to Cry because it’s so hard I want to smile like old times I’m crying again I’m crying right now My tired love, your rough expectations I’m so afraid, I’m so afraid of time without you
I guess, friends always will find you if your attempting to cry alone. And I guess, its a good thing. Even if you do want to cry, its okay....
She's the type of girl who responds to guys who...
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I keep telling myself, when I wake up I’ll be okay. I’ll be okay soon. So I endure it and cry in my dreams. I’ll be okay.
“How tired I am of this unbearable distance between us. How I long for the toll...”
“my dear princess, he is not someone worthy to get mad over you must retain your...”
– Henry
well done
To love in such a way that you will never ask for anything in return. That kind of love, I want to able to do it. Because all along, I’ve been loved like that from the start.
I loved him with my whole heart.
I can’t say this directly to you, so I have to say it like this. Daddy did you know, recently, I’ve been hurting a lot? I didn’t realize that I would actually be hurting this much. Its stupid I know, but what am I suppose to do? What is there to do? I can’t do anything. Not even when that person doesn’t even think of me for 2 minutes, because if that person did, I...
“Don’t talk about it so easily, don’t tell me not to cry, what do you...”
“If I say that I’m in pain, I’m scared that I’ll really be in...”
I'm easy to forget because you don't even know me
That person who doesn’t even think of me for two minutes doesn’t know it hurts deep down inside. That person thinks I’ve moved on and is living well even though I haven’t even taken one step away. But that person really doesn’t even know my heart, because if he did, I wouldn’t have hurt like this to start with. To you, I am just nothing, but for me, I was...
“Every girl is blinded by just one annoying smile. The moment you enter,...”
Without a doubt, you're all I dream about.: His... →
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She was getting better off without him. She was getting over everything, and she knew. She never thinks a bout him anymore, and his presence never seem to bother her anymore like it used to. Her heart doesn’t race when she feels he’s near. She isn’t bothered anymore when…
cause you're hot then you're cold #timblr
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14/01/2011 - So yesterday he posted on facebook afterschool to me that my present is finally done and he’s going to give it to me tomorrow. The day starts out, and Katy Perry’s song is stuck in my head and then I’m playing the ignoring game and pretending I can’t see him. He sat two rows behind me in Chapel and...
“I didn’t stop loving you, I just decided to stop showing it, because no...”
this is my own judgement, got nothing to say
It will not end as the world wants it to. I refuse to hold on any longer but I do not wish to let go. So all roads ahead are my own judgment and I have nothing to say anymore. Yeah, so for now, lets pretend to be strong and lets pretend to be thankful. Lets believe in lies a little longer and smile a little longer. Because I’m afraid what I will become when it ends.
it was just me all along, looking at you like this
Is it because I don’t need to say anything that you know, what my heart wants and why I cry. It’s not is it.
I can live
What are you talking about all of a sudden. Every day, I say that I can do it, I can pretend even though I’m still thankful. But when I see you, I can’t believe it and I can’t do anything. Please, I’m being desperate here, can nothing be done? I’m being a fool here, because it’s love. You can’t back out, you can’t leave me. Even if you hurt me day...
“How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth...”
– Elizabeth Barrett Browning Sonnet 43
And I can't help it, I'm crying already
I can’t sleep, because I’ve held it in till now. That its nothing to awe or be happy about. That the truth was, not even for two minutes has that person ever thought about me. I want to live so badly, but what can I do. I don’t know what to do. Must I continue this?
But then I remember that I’m not the only one who is going through a tough time. I remember who I was and...
but the one that hurts the most is the one no one...
You know what, I’m so tired I’ve lost my touch. But I just want to say I’m glad for the most part everything is okay now.
“the suffering finds no vent in action; a continuous state of mental distress is...”
– Matthew Arnold
“My confidence and my broken pride won’t matter, I’m a weak girl, a...”
“Because I listen to my heart beat one by one
Because I listen to my heart heart...”
– Because I listen to my heart break one by one
INFINITE - Before the Dawn
He flew in the sky and watched over her. Though he couldn’t always stay up in the skies and oft he crashed the ground because he was a dreamer. But unlike him, she walked all her life. She walked till she bled, she walked till she finally couldn’t walk no more. And the more she walked, the more he wanted to show her the view up there. There were times when she fell and he would catch...
even though I can live without that person
You don’t like him anymore right?
My reply to such a question is that everyday, everyday is like a living hell. And without knowing what to do I struggle to understand where I first came from. But thats not what really worries me. What worries me is that our time our separation might be closer than ever. If I were to say again “God hates me” it will become a bad habit because...